have not been myself recently or shld i say tis sem... feeling so damn stress... everything juz not in the right way... pushing myself to study hard... n i did... been constantly doin my tutorial and nevr skip any lecture till now... wat to do.. tis sem is so difficult and the module are all like killers... the combination simply killin all my brain cells...
common test is around the corner... starting my paper on 9 dec, sat and of all MA first... tat one aredy start to get hard...
RFA will be a killer man.. so many thing to rmb... worst of all redo my FIT proj thrice... tatz like ****up la... duno is our fault or sch system gone haywire...
life has not been good in class too... im feeling abit outcast... juz wanted a peace surroundin nowadays... noise make mi quite irritated... i duno watz wrong wif mi.. maybe is the stress tat is buildin up...
alot of ppl are askin mi 'watz wrong wif ya nowadays'... well i simply duno... i realli duno... i know im not myself like the past... but i jus cant get back to the past... it seems like something is hinderin my way...
for some reason.. i juz wana do well tis sem... a sudden motivation to study and do well... maybe i have a burden on mi... but e sense of urgency juz hit me... juz feel like there is no time to waste...
haiz... something has been bothering mi... is not abt family nor relationship... something tat juz surface out of nowhere...
stress... stress.... stress....

hmmm.. so long since i blog... haha... sudden feelin of bloggin... one n a half month of holis goin to end soon... this is e last week of holis le... well.. start of sch same class but wif new peeps... but it was expected.. tink is time to buck up wif sch work n chiong for better grades... wat have i been doin tis holis... same old thing... workin... haha... juz been promoted to supervisor... good or bad... i duno... but wif more responsibilities... have to continue workin.. needed money for all sorts of things man... sch fees, expenses, all the necessities... tatz why saving up is important...
havin some fun in holis too man... class chalet, goin out, goin party... haha... last week juz went to zouk man... three person drinkin like hell... 2 standard drinks and after tat a bottle of bourbon... after zouk close went living room at marriot hotel... n drink again... tis time round is beer... whoah... tatz crazy... reach home bath sleep halfway wake up n vomit... haha... at least i can say i can drink alot without gettin drunk.. haha... but is bad for health man... coz i was drinkin 4 days in a row last week... omg...

am i not serious enough wif my work.. maybe yes maybe no... but im who im... dun try to change mi... takin things easy is always my character... i may seem dun care.. but i will still make an effort to do... why cant juz ppl understand...
put urself in my shoe and u will understand the plight im in... workin and studyin is hard 4 mi aredy... lucky enough i have a group of frends who understand mi...
i realli dun have enough time to spend... one week i onli like have 2-3days of rest...
ppl may say study is important now... but to mi study is as important as earnin money... i have to earn my own pocket money, pay my own sch fee, bills, save for my loan... life's hard but i will endure on... burden is heavy but i will still carry on...
suffer now enjoy later??? maybe...

haiz... so much things happen man... life has not been goods tis pass week... is affecting my mood man... study is still oki.. but gettin lazy to do tutorial... working is alrite... i dun realli noe why things are turnin so jia lat... wtf man... well in life there will always be ups and downs... avoidin things will juz make things worst why not face it...
evryone has their own prob... no matter wat we muz be brave to conquer all tis probs... learnin ways to solve the probs is when we start to grow and mature and understand things... life is like a learnin process... every minutes and seconds we are growin and learnin new stuff...
ppl who give up did not realise how close are they to success...

so long.... so so long... its been almost duno hw long since i last blog... well... realli no time man... sch has reopen n is the fifth week aredy... but i juz seems not in the mood at all.. stress is buildin up... problems r comin back... all seems to be so unreal... i juz seems to be avoidin all tis... i feel tired but i still needa hang on... workin n studyin is hard... but i have no choice... i din not chose tis path... n who will wan to walk tis path... everything seems so fated... i cant rely on my them... i noe tat... this path may be hard to walk... but i stilll needa strive thru.... but hw much strength haf i left... i dunno... i realli dunno....

wahahaha....it been so long since i blog... haha... some people are complainin aredy.... haha.... been so busy and having fun for months... though still have to study but still find times to have fun... a lot of thing happen during this semester.... kai kai have aredy leave for states for his overseas education.... now the class aredy left wif abt 15 ppl... haha... well.. finally exam le... haha... two more paper n i will be free... haha... this thursday will be goin down to Music Underground n club wif diana n nor man... haha... looking forward to it... haha...
anyway there will be a chalet for the class man... haha... date to be confirm wif all of u again... haha...

yoyoyo.... so so long since i last blog... it been hell of a weeks 4 mi... sch has started n workin life still continue or else how to survive without money.... tatz the real world man... well lotsa things has been revolvin around mi and lotsa things had happen in the class... is been a real messy weeks after sch reopen... class is not like a class animore... to me i feel like tis... can anyone give me the ans....

been really held up by projects... i din really have enuff rest since sch start... eveyday onli slp like 4-5hrs... then go sch le.... then now laptop down... wtf man... muz bring it to repair... omg... so suay man...

nwadays have been wif may ying, cheryl n venus.... coz we r in the same project grp.... haha... all of us r crazy... hmm... itz fun to be wif them.... so crazy... haha...