wiit yoo...

2006-12-03T08:03:00.000-08:00

have not been myself recently or shld i say tis sem... feeling so damn stress... everything juz not in the right way... pushing myself to study hard... n i did... been constantly doin my tutorial and nevr skip any lecture till now... wat to do.. tis sem is so difficult and the module are all like killers... the combination simply killin all my brain cells...
common test is around the corner... starting my paper on 9 dec, sat and of all MA first... tat one aredy start to get hard...
RFA will be a killer man.. so many thing to rmb... worst of all redo my FIT proj thrice... tatz like ****up la... duno is our fault or sch system gone haywire...
life has not been good in class too... im feeling abit outcast... juz wanted a peace surroundin nowadays... noise make mi quite irritated... i duno watz wrong wif mi.. maybe is the stress tat is buildin up...
alot of ppl are askin mi 'watz wrong wif ya nowadays'... well i simply duno... i realli duno... i know im not myself like the past... but i jus cant get back to the past... it seems like something is hinderin my way...
for some reason.. i juz wana do well tis sem... a sudden motivation to study and do well... maybe i have a burden on mi... but e sense of urgency juz hit me... juz feel like there is no time to waste...
haiz... something has been bothering mi... is not abt family nor relationship... something tat juz surface out of nowhere...
stress... stress.... stress....

2006-10-08T13:37:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. so long since i blog... haha... sudden feelin of bloggin... one n a half month of holis goin to end soon... this is e last week of holis le... well.. start of sch same class but wif new peeps... but it was expected.. tink is time to buck up wif sch work n chiong for better grades... wat have i been doin tis holis... same old thing... workin... haha... juz been promoted to supervisor... good or bad... i duno... but wif more responsibilities... have to continue workin.. needed money for all sorts of things man... sch fees, expenses, all the necessities... tatz why saving up is important...
havin some fun in holis too man... class chalet, goin out, goin party... haha... last week juz went to zouk man... three person drinkin like hell... 2 standard drinks and after tat a bottle of bourbon... after zouk close went living room at marriot hotel... n drink again... tis time round is beer... whoah... tatz crazy... reach home bath sleep halfway wake up n vomit... haha... at least i can say i can drink alot without gettin drunk.. haha... but is bad for health man... coz i was drinkin 4 days in a row last week... omg...

2006-07-11T11:36:00.000-07:00

am i not serious enough wif my work.. maybe yes maybe no... but im who im... dun try to change mi... takin things easy is always my character... i may seem dun care.. but i will still make an effort to do... why cant juz ppl understand...
put urself in my shoe and u will understand the plight im in... workin and studyin is hard 4 mi aredy... lucky enough i have a group of frends who understand mi...
i realli dun have enough time to spend... one week i onli like have 2-3days of rest...
ppl may say study is important now... but to mi study is as important as earnin money... i have to earn my own pocket money, pay my own sch fee, bills, save for my loan... life's hard but i will endure on... burden is heavy but i will still carry on...
suffer now enjoy later??? maybe...

2006-07-06T11:56:00.000-07:00

haiz... so much things happen man... life has not been goods tis pass week... is affecting my mood man... study is still oki.. but gettin lazy to do tutorial... working is alrite... i dun realli noe why things are turnin so jia lat... wtf man... well in life there will always be ups and downs... avoidin things will juz make things worst why not face it...
evryone has their own prob... no matter wat we muz be brave to conquer all tis probs... learnin ways to solve the probs is when we start to grow and mature and understand things... life is like a learnin process... every minutes and seconds we are growin and learnin new stuff...
ppl who give up did not realise how close are they to success...

2006-05-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

so long.... so so long... its been almost duno hw long since i last blog... well... realli no time man... sch has reopen n is the fifth week aredy... but i juz seems not in the mood at all.. stress is buildin up... problems r comin back... all seems to be so unreal... i juz seems to be avoidin all tis... i feel tired but i still needa hang on... workin n studyin is hard... but i have no choice... i din not chose tis path... n who will wan to walk tis path... everything seems so fated... i cant rely on my them... i noe tat... this path may be hard to walk... but i stilll needa strive thru.... but hw much strength haf i left... i dunno... i realli dunno....

2006-02-27T06:19:00.000-08:00

wahahaha....it been so long since i blog... haha... some people are complainin aredy.... haha.... been so busy and having fun for months... though still have to study but still find times to have fun... a lot of thing happen during this semester.... kai kai have aredy leave for states for his overseas education.... now the class aredy left wif abt 15 ppl... haha... well.. finally exam le... haha... two more paper n i will be free... haha... this thursday will be goin down to Music Underground n club wif diana n nor man... haha... looking forward to it... haha...
anyway there will be a chalet for the class man... haha... date to be confirm wif all of u again... haha...

2005-11-24T08:27:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo.... so so long since i last blog... it been hell of a weeks 4 mi... sch has started n workin life still continue or else how to survive without money.... tatz the real world man... well lotsa things has been revolvin around mi and lotsa things had happen in the class... is been a real messy weeks after sch reopen... class is not like a class animore... to me i feel like tis... can anyone give me the ans....

been really held up by projects... i din really have enuff rest since sch start... eveyday onli slp like 4-5hrs... then go sch le.... then now laptop down... wtf man... muz bring it to repair... omg... so suay man...

nwadays have been wif may ying, cheryl n venus.... coz we r in the same project grp.... haha... all of us r crazy... hmm... itz fun to be wif them.... so crazy... haha...

2005-10-27T10:35:00.000-07:00

whoah whoah... so long... well im realli been busy workin... so din blog... then after work sure go 4 some supper then chat till in the mornin... then by the time reach home go slp liao... so no time to blog...

lets start from last sun... went workin at 5pm then end at 9pm.. but stay there wif frens they all till all the rest finish work then after tat go sengkang there the 24hr coffee shop sit down tok... wah then i went home at 6plus 7am... then went bath i went out again... omg... i went sch 4 th ZEST thingy then after the thing evrythin end... i went meet law to go shoppin...

then at nite went find frens tok again... i was like din slp 4 more than 36hrs... haha... omg... so damn freakin tired... then tat nite still workin... wah... si bei sianz ah... haha...

then 2dae went play bball wif workin frens.... so damn fun... haha... play until lrg got blister... coz din wear shoe....

well.. tatz all 4 now... so then.. bye...

2005-10-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

whoah... im back... so so so long since i blog.... now shld update aredy.... welll nothin much has change... life been workin n sleepin... haha... tatz how my holis pass... so sianz... haven been well this few days... been coughin non stop... havin flu, sore throat... wah.. buay tahan...

then last week went shoppin wif leonard n his gf... whoah... within hr i spent... hundred plus... omg... muz stop liao... bought shoe... adidas one... haha... then buy shirt... then look walk around...

sch goin reopen soon... next week muz return to sch 4 the zest thingy.... been thinkin whether to dye my hair or not... any suggestion ppl???... haha...

comin sat will be havin a soccer match... hope im physically well... haven been playin feel so long... sure will be tired... hope everyone will be ready.... haha...

2005-10-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

whoah... bloggin... haha... lets start ysterdy... i din work ystrdy coz frens all settle to off n go makan... went out in the evenin to my workplace there n eat... have steak... not bad... haha... then they order beer.... n i drink two mug... tatz not the end man...

after eatin... frends ask mi go boat quay n chiong... omg... haha... went to chocolate bar n at there drink another 3 glass or more of beer... then play pool wif ppl... whoah... lucky din lose... the ang moh so scary... wahaha....

not much ppl at the bar coz is weekday... the music shld say sux... haha... no nice techno no nice rnb... wth... then drink till 11plus go catch train home... go home liao then online dota till 4plus then slp...

todae wake up at 3plus... realli can slp tis feel day so pig... haha... then dota till 6plus go work liao... life been likedat tis pass week... n i juz found out my timetable... hope my IS grp i not alone again... haha... din realli like the timin.. coz all mornin start... sianz... tis mean i muz wake up early n go sch liao...

2005-10-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

whoah... finally back bloggin... is been like so long since i blog... well i have no time to blog u c... workin n sleepin is now my daily job... haha... so muz start to blog since im free now... or else da jie will be tellin mi "why u din update ur blog..." haha...

nothin happen much tis feel days... realli been doin nothin except sleepin n workin... slp wake up is time to go work... wat a life... no time go shoppin... workin till late hours then by the time reach home will be aredy half dead... then when next day wake up it will aredy be like 3plus in the afternoon...

nowadays haven been eatin well.... onli haf like a meal a day.... n tat meal will always be dinner... look at the time i wake up n i will have no mood to eat lunch animore... or worst i will be eatin late lunch n skippin dinner to go work... then by the time finish work oso no appetite to eat..

but no matter wat... the work is still quite enjoyable... know lotsa ppl then they r like so super funny... keep crackin lame joke... haha...

oh ya... lets tok abt yesterdy... went 4 a movie... wif all my soccer frends... the devils... haha.. well wat else can we watch... the movie abt soccer lor... GOAL... haha... coz all of us r like soccer freak... or we call it the passion 4 this sport... been like playin 2gether 4 almost 4yrs... started our team when we r sec 3... but been playin since sec 1... haha.. though now all r in different poly n some r in jc... we still meet 4 soccer every sat... fun...

well... gtg... later still needa meet up wif frends n pass him thing... anyway... thnk u 4 the thing... u shld noe whu u r... haha... thnk a lot...

2005-10-07T04:00:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo... haha... back bloggin.. wah damn tired... haha... but nvm... gotten my paid n aredy spend... yeah... 2dae went out in the afternoon... went to look 4 street soccer boots... then i bought it... is addidas one...

no choice... muz buy coz now usin one spoile liao... so muz buy.... then this mornin gotten my result... quite satisfied.... 4 B+ n 3b.... din expect infa to get a b... quite surprise... GPA is 3.3.... not bad... can improve further... yeah...

well... now aredy goin to mornin liao... nowadays always midnite then online.. no choice... coz workin alwayz end at 12mn... so late then can online...

2005-10-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

wahaha... yeah... time to blog... now goin to 3am liao... so fast... now at msn n listenin to song... seems like im hook onto the song endless love... this song is the theme sing 4 the movie the myth...is nice... well... wat i do 2dae leh...went out early mornin liao.... went to meet frens they all n go... SENTOSA... omg... haha... 5 days 2 trip down there... well 2dae go there is to celebrate kb's bdae...

lucky we went there aredy 1plus so not so hot... then play soccer, volleyball, swim... play until song la... haha... then after tat go subway n eat... wah bian... so ex... one meal 11dollar... lucky is the quantity is big... so filling... now still so full...

then after dinner go eat cake at coffee bean... haha... then took pic... well haf a fun day... then i oso juz finish dotain... after last fri of sun tannin at sentosa... now my skin is startin to shed...so disgustin... haha... droppin everywhere...

well... so sianz now... tml sure afternoon then wake up... result comin out in 24hr time.... omg... haha... oki la.. stop here..

2005-10-03T00:43:00.000-07:00

back to blog again... again is 2 days nevr blog liao... haha... hmmm... let start wif sat... wake up early in the mornin then go 4 soccer... haha... then whole body so pain n hot... becoz of the sunburn... wah... damn pain... haha... then after soccer went home dota... at nite went to kel hse watch soccer...

sunday leh... kena wake up by phone call... haha.. des call ask go play lan... at first say dun wan coz waste money then later cl call ask go eat first then decide to go... after eatin then go play awhile lan...then at nite went watch soccer again... c liverpool kena thrash 4-1 by chelsea.. omg... when will chelsea get defeated...

2dae is monday... by the time i wake up aredy 2plus then juz dota finish... later goin to work liao... yeah... tatz all... bye..

2005-09-30T09:18:00.000-07:00

whoah... have a fun day 2day... haha... so so fun... went to sentosa n play... shiok... then big boss got come... haha... then we will playin water all day under the scorchin sun....

well... to get tanned.... u will have to pay the price... tat is to get sunburn... i been under the sun 4 abt 5hrs.... wah... then now as red as a lobster... so red... then burnin sensation...

then at the beach i was being buried... haha... then take pic... then lotsa thing... haha... then da jie actually 4get bring clothes... haha... but she still will have to get wet... haha...

overall... have a great day... yeah... go off liao... tml still needa wake up early...

2005-09-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

wahaha... 2 days nevr blog liao... haha... hmmm.... lets start off wif wed... wat happen wed leh... wed din work... haha... so went out... go watch movie wif da jie, kai n jing... we watch the myth... not a bad show... quite interestin... then after show go play pool... hmm.. tatz all abt wed le...

2dae leh... haha... was being awoken up by phone call.... wah bian... or else will be sleepin until damn song... whu call mi leh... no other but my god-sis... ask mi go out walk walk... haha... then went toa payoh walk... wat life... haha... actually she suggested goin to orchard but i find it so sianz.. coz i wed go there watch movie... haha... then go play pool again... left there around 5plus 4 work...

wah... 2dae work duno why so many ppl... busy... haha... take dish clear plate... pour wine.. all sort of things...haha... going to rest liao... tml still needa wake up early... so excited... coz goin to sentosa... haha... yeah... go tan myself...

2005-09-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

hmmm... ysterdy din blog at all.... haha... came home 2plus liao... wah... then so tired.. coz yestrdy start work at new place... haha... not bad... quite relax n fun... got to know new ppl... haha.... then after work went to play pool wif cl, xy n des... then after tat go home liao...

todae leh... early mornin went out liao... go where leh... east coast park... to wat leh... went to cycle... kinda fun... o long nevr cycle liao.. haha... then remind mi of the past where i usually go nite cyclin wif my frens... we cycle till 1pm then after which go fnland play arcade... after all this went home.... haha... then haf a long game of dota... so long...haha...

now is goin to 6pm liao... muz go bath n prepare to go work le... haha...

2005-09-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

hmmm... 2 days nevr blog liao... haha... no time to come in n blog... well... lets start off on fri.... wat a boring day... nevr went out at all man... wake up liao then dota whole day... wat a life... haha....

sat leh... is a fun day... haha... wake up early in the mornin to go to the SC outin... well... quite fun... haha... went pasir ris park and then play game, get to know other coordinator.... then scavenger run... walk around the whole park under the scorchin sun... wah bian.. then face like burn... so red... so tan... haha... so long nevr tan liao... sianz... muz find one day jio ppl go sentosa tannin... haha...

hmmm... 2dae is sun... mornin wake up bath liao go work... another sianz dae.. workin is so sianz when there is no customer... haiz... lucky i last day at ygm... but no matter wad still miss the fun back then... it will be a pleasant n sweet memories... haha... yeah... well stand the whole day but manage to sell 2shirts... haha... not bad liao...

after work when workin to bus stop saw someone... someone... duno heng or suay... haha... guess who is the person... is a she... haha... alwayz scold mi ass n idiot... think she no other vocab liao... who else can she be... Cheryl la... muz be haf juz finish shoppin then waitin 4 bus goin home... haha...

finally reach home then online tok to ckk n pt... then tok abt class outin etc... well everything is settle... tue will be goin east coast... haha... yeah... oki la... tired liao... go zzz le... tml start work at new place le... haha... all the best.. yeah...

2005-09-23T12:06:00.000-07:00

haiz... wat a day... so suay... feelin so bad... wat a day in my life man... din haf such thing happen like tis be4 man... wtf sia... all i could blame is myself... haiz... so suay...

is so terrible... so sorry to kai, pt n mostly is hj... so so so sorry.... but wat can i do... cant turn back time liao... promise to go find her but in the end i mia... coz alarm clock din sound... wtf... onli have myself to blame... sad...

think she so pissed wif mi... cant blame her... haiz... wat shall i do man.... din reply my msg... hope she aredy cool down liao...

this whole day was not in any mood man... bcoz of the things... feelin guilty n sad.... then juz stay home n rot... argh... life...

--Rongming out--

2005-09-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

yoz... back to bloggin... hmmm.... haven been realli sleepin since ysterdy... omg... haha... so so tired... wth man.... went to ah law house taunt in the end onli i awake then all sleepin... then i was playin cs till 6am plus... haha... gettin crazy...

hmmm... then at his house watch movie then at nite go to a job interview... thnk to ah law... haha... i got the job man... will be startin work this comin mon... ppl there seems so friendly... haha...

anyway is gettin realli late... im so shag... going to my dreams liao... haha... hmm... whu will i c... miss her so much...

--Rongming out--

2005-09-20T14:27:00.000-07:00

yoz everyone.... haha... my first time bloggin... thnk to my mei mei 4 helpin mi settin up this blog.. luv ya man... haha...

feelin kinda bored and sianz.... din sleep the whole dae... now at frend house taunt... haha... since all is sleepin then i oso bored decide to blog lor... haha...

lucky now is holidays... no need worry tml got sch... so shiok... can sleep until late late oso no one care... haha... well... though is holiday still muz go work... or else no $$... tml will be goin 4 a interview... haha... hope succeed... dun wan to be stuck in my old job...

kinda missin someone... haha... well... juz a few days can c her liao... haha... life is so good wif her around... haha... im so mad... wells tatz all... im gona go play game till mornin liao...

--Rongming out--